Coming to America

So Im in America for about a total of five weeks without my husband and I'm finally down to two more week. This trip has been super confusing in terms of the move from America to Israel, which everyone warned me about. I am very comfortable with my life in America and am so use to the way it runs, my place in the scheme of things as well as just strait out comfort and support. This is not to say that we do not have awesome family and family friends who have been backing us and holding our hands through the process, but it just seems easier here. Of course though life is not meant to be "easy" or just "fun". Coming to visit has made seeing the family and spending time together much more meaningful and special. But it does put what  your ideals into everyday life in a whole new way. I am glad we made a three year commitment to see how this  goes so I can more honestly assess my attachments and values in order to make a more permanent life decision for our family. 

More on this thought to follow....